June
As you can see I didn't really work or type anything in these past months but I've finally gotten the courage to write again. I fell into this slump of social Media for the past couple weeks. Before that I was on a roll with reading
I'm not them
Stardew Valley is a love hate relationship. As much as I admire the game game and give it all the love it deserves. I ruined the game for myself when I started to watch videos and how to start the early game and every video was the same talking about
April
I feel like I'm living with a bunch of idiots. Last night I come home from a 16 hour shift and where we usual have our pile of mail was missing didn't think to much into it I tried looking in some places but didn'
What Was The Last Thing You Said
Nostalgia keeps me up at night I tend to listen to music consistently there is never a time where I'm not listening to music I think that's due to it helping me think less when I'm alone with my thoughts my brain goes 1000
March 2025
I'm not sure what it is, my mother called me a couple days ago. Well it was my dad actually but they reach me using one phone. For the first time it was good news. I've never received good news on a phone call my father
A Commodity An Oddity
My father called me on my Seattle trip and I've never felt so weak and helpless. He started the call with him crying and telling me his struggle about rent and the bill with pg&e and asked for a simple 1000$ and i'm going
Pangaea Girl
While driving threw the coast of SF to SC It was about 2036 very dark and just watching the waves hit the rocks and hearing the splash smelling the sea and watching the sky in its true image dark but visible. I had this thought that time doesn't
All I do is try my best
Its my mother and best-friends birthday today. I live with my best friend so its kinda mandatory for me to tell him plus I couldn't escape the noise from everyone that his birthday is coming up. I tried taking him out for a birthday breakfast 2 days before
Phobie d'impulsion
I want to feel like i'm floating 3ft off the ground. Have you ever gotten that feeling your in the back seat of a car the sun is setting down the sky looks like Jaden Smith can be filming a music video your window is rolled half way
January 2025
Time has mastered me this month. Ive been on a battle of 16 hour days ,work, school, sleep repeat. Ive learned military time I changed all my devices time to engrave it in my brain. Friends ask me the time, I say 17:00. After 21 years I actually have
Living proof that it hurts
I'm growing up and succeeding but i don't feel like I am. I'm succeeding in every aspect work,school,relationships but I'm at a stale mate with time. I have this fear of death that gives me insomnia I have this anxious
A Wild Sheep Chase
A friend gave me a amazing suggestion while we were having coffee "read a book and match it to an album you heard that fits the mood." Hes a genius(sometimes) so with that being said let me introduce you to my favorite book of all time. Haruki